Hope

I suddenly feel afraid when i close my eyes,
For i find myself in places i have never known.
All over i see people i have grown up with;
But near me , there isn't anyone, i am all alone.
And as my tentative steps trudge the cave of haunted memories;
There it comes face to face, no more can i feel my senses, they leave me cold as i freeze.
Suddenly it all comes back and there is no escape this time,
My past self meets the present me,
Don't know whether the moment is fearful or sublime.
All i know is that its a fight between the choices i made;
But its hardly a fight for the grave of the past was long laid.
Its a lost battle, no regrets just a hope too forlorn...
Wouldn't it be nice, if that past as my future was to be re-born??